This is a weight loss blog true
but it is also a life blog
so lets get the whole weight loss stuff outta the way
down 25 pounds since 1/1/2020
15 more to go
and in these crazy times I am actually not focusing on the food and the weight is coming off
So if you have ever read this blog before you know I am a grocery store manager
It's hard working during the COVID19 crisis
I am scared, nervous, frustrated, and down right ANGRY most of the time
let me explain
scared: ah duh... then add to this... why do you have to go to the grocery store EVERY SINGLE DAY????? or why do you coming to the grocery store with all 5 of your kids? (if they aren't your kids more shame on you!!!)
nervous: when did I wash my hands last? oh man I just touched that... time to go wash my hands again. Looking at EVERY person and thinking of the numbers... have you been in contact with any one of the 35 confirmed cases in the city I work in? .....
frustrated: work has NEVER been through any of this type of situation. Literally one minute to the next the direction changes... it is hard to keep up and I am drowning trying to
and lets add to it... the friggin toilet paper... like what is this about? like seriously? This virus does NOT make you poop... so why oh why are y'all still running to buy the toilet paper? I DO NOT GET THIS!!!!
down right angry! this is an easy one!!!
this is a REAL pandemic ... not put on this planet by a president YOU don't like
this is a REAL stay at home order ... so FRIGGIN STAY HOME!!!!
this is REAL like keep your distance... I am constantly saying "ahhh 6 feet away! You're in my bubble"
this is scary, be patient with frightened people, they are SCARED!!!
and lastly it seems like most of my day is squashing rumors and keeping people calm
I am JUST an essential worker that is oh so not thrilled about going to work daily
then I read of someone struggling and perhaps losing their business
I am working,
so many aren't working... and I then immediately feel ungrateful
then I feel ashamed of myself
then I go to work and go through the fear, nervous, frustrated and angry phase
AGAIN
can I get a refund on 2020?