I think a month of 13.5 hour days have caught up with me. How I feel on the inside:
what folks are seeing on the outside:
fake, fake, fake
I am just tired… and I didn’t want to whine. Life is just happening… too much right now. I have decided to be nice to Karla and not put the stress of the scale on top of my other life’s little issues right now
we did go out to dinner tonight
I have missed work outs but eating has been pretty much on track
I was at the gym yesterday doing my work out, alone….
gee’s this is why I haven't posted, I hate to be such a baby whiner… but this is where my head is at right now. One more week of long asp days… 4 more trips into the city and I am DONE!!!
so I pulled an all nighter
BUT BUT BUT on a better note tomorrow is shopping and food prep day, and I am going to see my trainer 3 times next week … OMG I need that!!! when I am there by myself it is so icky… technical term there… icky
so guys I am alive, exhausted, fried, in an unhappy place and just didn’t want to spread my negative attitude around, but I am fine … or I am working on being fine
see ya tomorrow