So i am feeling like a failure
I went OFF the charts food crazy yesterday
Fiber One brownies
My stomach hurts
I have an addictive personality
I am a all or nothing person
This is the one area in my life where that isn't the case
CAN'T be the case
I mess up, you mess up, we all stumble
I have such a hard time forgiving myself
It messes with my head
Accepting that I am not that example of perfection
Because I want to be the person that CAN keep the weight off
I don't want to be the statistic
The one that gained it all back... And more
Because bloggers I RESPECT BIG time have
They have gained
I. Do. Not. Want. That. To. Be. Me.
Even if I don't post pictures, I STILL ate it (stupid head!!!)
Must be time to mix up the menu a bit....
Bring back the the turkey wrap, salads, maybe even my home made muffins
3:30 AM and my mind is spinning, food thoughts
I need to sleep now.......
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