I am sitting here after a day of the most major eating I have done in 3 years!!! we are talking a good 6,000-7,000 calorie day!! and I am wondering WTF is wrong with me??
emotions? boredom? do I want to be fat again? uncomfortable?
I am feeling old, and emotional… so how exactly does food fix this?
I went today and bought my old Weight Watcher food’s not the super duper high protein stuff I have been eating but the foods I used to lose the weight
time for a change (haven’t I said this like a gazillion times???)
so I am going to get up tomorrow and make my blueberry high fiber muffins, a pot of soup, some SF jello’s and do what worked… and stop listening to what others say I should focus on, and just do what worked for me
because I know if I keep on this track (notice the lack of blogging lately… pounds are a sneaking up on me….) this will be a blog about how to lose, and get fat again!!!
I think tomorrow I will post a new side bar picture with my weight as a re-dedication point … whatcha think?
tomorrow I am off and my plans are
- hair appointment
- nail appointment
- cook some more
- take pictures for this poor neglected blog
- post lots of pictures
- maybe try and squeeze in a movie
I have always always been a yoyo dieter, I have lost weight only to regain it all and more… so I am starting to go the wrong direction in the yoyo cycle… maybe blogging again religiously will help me to stop the madness and put myself back on track
thanks for being out there in cyber space for me
see ya tomorrow… more of me unfortunately but just for today… tomorrow we and I mean WE… because this blog is going to fire back up… with Instagram and Facebood and Pinterest and all the different social media’s out there is blogging a dead forum??? oh well it worked for me when I started on 1/1/2010 so I am turning to it again 31 months later to turn this puppy around
ARE YOU WITH ME???!!!
see ya tomorrow bloggity folks