why do I sabotage myself?
I know what to do... I have done it
am I afraid to be successful again?
afraid of the attention that comes with a weight loss?
this is not a food thing
this is a mind thing
deeper than donuts and candy
It is about needing to value myself
understanding that I am worth the effort
I am an awesome lady
and if a friend was being treated like this by someone
I WOULD BE PISSED!!!
so today I am going to remember all the reasons I am awesome
and why I need/should and do love myself
isn't it a conundrum that we point at folks and say
"oh my gawd they are so narcissist"
"so self centered"
"it's all about them"
that to be a good person you need to live for others
think of others
maybe taking care of yourself (myself) frees me up to do just that
10's are even tight .... boo
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