thinking about 2016......
how did I do with my goals?
not so good
I did the usual start... stop Karla thing
so frustrating... why do I do this?
I know why... and I think I have the answer BUT too soon to talk about that now
discovered in 2016 that I have some SEVERE social anxieties
I DO NOT do well in groups
totally feel awkward, out of place and have crazy anxiety
That's okay... I can deal with that I am okay with people I know... kinda/sorta
I tried to deal with feeling/anxieties by turning to food
result: I ate too much
yeah how silly is that!
had some momentum going earlier in the year but
I got overwhelmed things fell apart
I am in the process of trying to rebuild
some things I am discovering cannot be rebuilt
once things are different
that's how they are
but I am looking forward to 2017
I think I may have figured out the
combo that works
keeping things quiet for now
I want some progress under my belt before I am shouting from the hilltops