what is the hardest thing about weight loss?
eliminating the "fun" foods?
no not for me the hardest thing is patience
understanding it doesn't happen overnight
and also in a weird way when people notice, this totally FREAKS me out
and can push me to regain
I have to keep track .... I am a need to weigh daily kinda gal
otherwise I hide in a hole and half a pound gain can turn into a 5 pound gain
I just have to face the music... DAILY
I know this about myself
but that being said, I still can't seem to wrap this twisted, sick brain
around the fact that tomorrow I won't wake up 20 pounds thinner
Then there is the argument going on in my head.... really?
do you NEED to lose this weight? really? Girl you look great!!!
then 5 minutees late OH boo hoo I am sooooo fat!!!
Then let's go back to the receiving compliments and recognition for hard work
oh that's a freak out moment there
HIDE!!!!! go climb back into your fat suit... hide where no one see's you
what's that all about?
this chick needs therapy!!!!