as I age ......
I sleep less
my usual is about 6-7 hours
My body temperature gage is broken
I am either freezing
or boiling hot
all usually within moments of each other
makes wardrobe selection a bit of an issue
I have A LOT of sweaters.... off/on/off/on
My skin is thinner.... more scrapes and ouchies
I forget stuff
if I had a nickle for all the times I have heard this
"remember?... I TOLD you"
which is exactly the problem ... duh
Brown spots on my skin...
on my arms, legs, face
oh well .... I like to think I am getting freckles as I age
Grey hair... now this one I have embraced
I like my hair grey... took a long time to grow out the dyed color
oh and the texture of my hair is different...
not that creamy silky smooth ...
now it's a little coarser
yeah fun times
oh and soooo much more
More of the "I don't give a hoot" attitude is evident
I am becoming the worlds biggest skeptic...
very very very cautious ..... hummmmm
I kind of like the "I don't give a hoot" part
I don't have to worry as much about what YOU think
cause frankly I don't care as much
so many things have changed
what's next on the radar?
I am fighting the physical changes HARD
I think I have FINALLY begun to understand
IF I WANT to lose weight
not just yakkity yak about it
but SERIOUSLY DO IT
I have to reduce my calories
like SERIOUSLY reduce them
but then there's the little thing....
how much does it matter to me?
cheesecake or size 6?
last night I chose the size 6 goal and passed on the cheesecake
truthfully my degrees of importance
change all the time
just pondering life here at 3:30AM